I feel so alone nowadays. My best friend, soul mate and fiancee all taken from me. I feel so empty inside without you hun.
Christmas was a very special time for us and I longed for the time that we looked at our own children on a Christmas day morning, with pride and love. I know now that that will never be, but my love for you will remain always. I feel so lost and the closer that Christmas comes, the more I want to push it away, as if it's not happening.
It's not right without you. It's not fair and I miss you so much. I want you back. The only thing I want for Christmas, is you.