To my wonderful, mouthy, loud, beautiful, happy, sad sister
My dearest darling sister,
The space you have left in all of our lives is immense. I miss you more
and more every day. It still hasn't actually sunk in that you are gone.
One minute I forget and I'm me again - the next minute I stop and
remember that I'm never going to hear you laugh (or burp) again. If
no-one truly appreciated you when you were here they are certainly
appreciating the fact that you have gone now. You were the best, and at
times the worse sister that anyone could have but you were MY sister
and I wouldn't have swapped you for the world itself. I hope something
else exists - I hope you are somewhere laughing and smiling your
gorgeous smile - I hope it was all worth it because I've been left here
with my heart breaking as it feels like part of me died with you.